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Sunday, October 19, 2008

God is in control.

Last night Josh and I laid in bed and talked for a good while. Even though the day was a really tough one, (see 2 posts down) we still had a fun day with our friends. We were able to laugh and have a good time. It was such a blessing, to me, to have them here.
I honestly don't know what is going on with the baby. I bled and cramped most of yesterday, which I know is possible in early pregnancy without losing the baby, but then part of me thinks it was too much, and I probably lost it.
After we went to bed though, I was up at 1:30 and was really nauseous. I prayed "God, if this is your way of letting me know I am still pregnant, thank you..."
And then this morning Josh mentioned that he was thinking... Twins run in both sides of our family, and I have 2 cousins who lost one of the babies in pregnancy, so maybe that is what happened to me too, and I am still carrying one. I don't know.
Usually with a miscarriage, you lose the symptoms like morning sickness and stuff. I am still feeling a bit nauseous, so hopefully that is a sign. =)
I am still going to try and go to the doctor in the morning. After I work out my insurance issues. So keep me in your prayers. Thanks again for your support!

"Many, O LORD my God, are the wonders you have done.
The things you planned for us, no one can recount to you;
were I to speak and tell of them, they would be too many to declare." Ps. 40:5

8 comments:

Sandra said...

Praying for you, but PLEASE go and get yourself checked out as soon as possible.

Katrina said...

Don't worry, I am going to tomorrow. I just can't afford an ER bill with insurance that won't cover it. =) thanks.

**Melissa** said...

Oh Kat I'm so sorry you're going thru this. I'm praying for you and your little bean, I hope everything turns out the best way.

Lizze said...

I'm sitting here crying for you right now. I hoped and prayed all day yesterday for you. I will keep praying.

Also, I had cramping all through my pregnancies with both E's. I had the bleeding and cramping with Emmett John and well, we both know how that turned out. (He's currently giggling in his sleep. ;)

I'll keep praying. Love you. *hugs*

Oh and be sure to keep us updated! Because it's all about us don't you know. ;)

Lexy said...

Katrina I am so sorry that you are going through this and will continue to pray for you!

Erin said...

I will be thinking and praying for you.

I'm sorry you have to be going through this...

-E

Lindsey said...

I'm praying for you and your husband!

**Melissa** said...

I just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you and sending you good positive vibes. Hope everything goes as you and God wanted :-)