Last night Josh and I laid in bed and talked for a good while. Even though the day was a really tough one, (see 2 posts down) we still had a fun day with our friends. We were able to laugh and have a good time. It was such a blessing, to me, to have them here.
I honestly don't know what is going on with the baby. I bled and cramped most of yesterday, which I know is possible in early pregnancy without losing the baby, but then part of me thinks it was too much, and I probably lost it.
After we went to bed though, I was up at 1:30 and was really nauseous. I prayed "God, if this is your way of letting me know I am still pregnant, thank you..."
And then this morning Josh mentioned that he was thinking... Twins run in both sides of our family, and I have 2 cousins who lost one of the babies in pregnancy, so maybe that is what happened to me too, and I am still carrying one. I don't know.
Usually with a miscarriage, you lose the symptoms like morning sickness and stuff. I am still feeling a bit nauseous, so hopefully that is a sign. =)
I am still going to try and go to the doctor in the morning. After I work out my insurance issues. So keep me in your prayers. Thanks again for your support!
"Many, O LORD my God, are the wonders you have done.
The things you planned for us, no one can recount to you;
were I to speak and tell of them, they would be too many to declare." Ps. 40:5