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Wednesday, January 27, 2010

sometimes I just want to whine

I am exhausted. Tired of waking up randomly in the middle of the night.

Stressed out over lack of money. Hopefully we can get caught up on bills soon...

In pain. Pulled a muscle in my hip somehow, and the pain has spread up my back as a result of me favoring it. my shoulders are hurting and causing my hands to be numb. I need a chiropractor and a massage. badly.

Wishing I could tolerate caffeine better so I could make a pot of coffee... but we are out of decaf so I can't make my half caf pot...

Tired of having to be creative in figuring out what to cook for dinner from our dwindling pantry and freezer supply...

Needing to finish going through boxes and get the dining room cleared out (though I got a lot done in ours and Jack's rooms last night)

So ready for the weekend. Babysitting a 15 month old is a lot more work than I thought it would be. Forget doing home daycare...

Can't wait for my cloth diapers to get here. Is it weird to be so excited about diapers?

Jack cried for over an hour last night. No, did't cry... Yelled is a better word. Finally went in, turned him over, gave him mylicon and his pacifier and rubbed his back until he fell asleep. He was doing so well falling asleep, but now that he rolls over from stomach to back, but not back to stomach, it is harder to get him to fall asleep, because he wants to be on his back, but doesn't fall asleep as easily on his back...

*sigh* Thanks for listening to (or reading) my whining... sometimes you just need to get it out there...

1 comment:

Holly Marie said...

just constantly repeat to yourself, "it will get easier" :) and pray A LOT... and remember you will miss this. it might be hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but when you and josh are growing old together, a couple of empty-nesters, you will miss this... (but i will listen to your whining anytime, cause sometimes a girl's just gotta vent!)